And so I keep trying to make plans for this, but talking to her about it doesn’t really seem to elicit much of a response from her about it. It seems like she doesn’t really want to go [to me]. I’ve had anxiety building up over this since she told me she’d been talking to another guy, and now it just doesn’t feel the same at all anymore.
I want to call it off so that I don’t eventually get shot down, but I also don’t want to call it off because I want to fight for a chance, and prove that I can beat out some douchebag tool. I’m just confused, and stressed, and I can’t get this shit out of my head.
Haven’t felt that in a while.
Wonder if it’s obvious. >.>
I’m in a funk, and I don’t fucking like it.
But what does it matter? Nobody gives a shit anyway.
Not sure what to though. I’m just getting a bit tired of the one I have now.